bloggie ,你好吗 ？
多天没找你， 对不起 。
最近太忙读书了 ，
因为考试嘛 。

你知道吗 ？
我越来越多烦恼了 。
一个个的朋友离我远了 。
他们都是老朋友 。
你知道我在说谁吗？
我在说‘他’ 。 一个男子 。

actually I miss you so badly .
I miss our memories :'D
do you still remember how sweet we're ?
i dont know how are you now .
nevermind .

even though I miss you so badly ,
but , doesn't mean i want you back in
my life . missing you is just a part
of moving on .
you're just a chapter in the past of
my life .

you're so much better without me .
I'm not deserve to have you .
still lots of things you do not know and you will never know .
you never listen my explanation ,
you just give me a stupid punishment .
and I won't forget that punishment .

 

I promise .

I haven't and won't forget any of our memories .

actually , I haven't given up hope .

but , I knew no matter how long im waiting for you ,

you'll never back for me . (maybe)

I have to try to move on and try accept that this is

the end of what we had .

I moved on after valentine's day ,

and I've removed you from my Close Friend .

so I will not see your daily activities on facebook .

有些话 ， 不用说 ，也明白了 。

必须要我讲真心话你才知道吗 ？

知道你不了解我 ，无所谓 。

我还是依然的爱你 ，

依然关心你 ，

也依然想你 。

有时候 ，说声‘不想了不想了’ 也没那么容易 。

自己最明白自己的心情了 。

看到你好象是喜欢上了另一个‘她’ ，

其实无所谓的 ， 我没心痛 。

但我希望‘她’会是一个好孩子 。

不然 ，你会弄我哭到很 badly 。

因为我不想看到你会为第二次的恋爱而哭泣 。

我不想我不想看到 ！

爱你很深 ， 很深 。难以忘 。

回到过去的时候 ，

才发现 nothing special .

也感觉到 ， 我变了很多 。

tomorrow is last exam liao ,

i hope i can pass all subject la .

then , Tasawwur you better kill me tonight la .

im not ready to answer your stupid questions tomorrow :'D

bloggie , good night then .

will find you next time :D